He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it. I don't remember doing anything to make him upset, but could tell there was something wrong, the conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk privately. We went to this restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. I was getting really worried, What had I done? What was bothering him? Was he mad at me? I tried to cheer him up, but it didn't work. Was it me or something else? I asked him if he was upset with me, and he said no, but I wasn't really sure. So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his house, I said that I loved him, and he just put his arm around me! I didn't know what the heck that meant because, you know, he doesn't say it back or anything. We finally got back to his place and I was wondering if he was going to break up with me! Why didn't he want to talk about this? So I tried to ask him about it, but he switched on the TV. Reluctantly, I said I was going to sleep, hoping he would get the hint that I was upset and wanted to talk. I was so hurt that he was out there watching TV while I was in here going though emotional turmoil. Then after 10 minutes, he joined me and we had sex. I thought that maybe he would open up after we shared an intimate experience like that, but he still seemed really distracted. I was so upset, but I just cried myself to sleep. He didn't even notice how upset I was! I don't know... I just don't know what he thinks anymore. I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm on emotional overload. I'm so confused. I don't think he loves me anymore. Why does he have to play mind games with me? I mean, do you think he's met someone else???


Played like crap today - shot 103 - can't putt.

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